so, this girl. let me tell you how she treated me. well, at least in my point of view.
she called me few days ago, which is on 7/1/12 and told me about the problem she was having with her friends. that's what friends do, right? they share problems. but as i was listening, out of sudden she said she wanted me to sing her "the beatles - blackbird".
so, i took my guitar and sang her that song. after that, she said that she loves me singing that song. and she really wants me to sing her that song again face-to-face. she even downloaded the video of me singing that song from youtube.
out of the blue, she described me as a "perfect boyfriend". i didn't know what to say, really. i really didn't expect her to say anything like that, not even close. she continued by complimenting me, and said that she doesn't know what is wrong, but she doesn't want me in that way. "i don't want you, but i'm not ready to lose you. i love u being around".
i didn't know what to say. i don't know what out of sudden she told me all those stuff. but flashing back to 1/1/12 where i called her and i said "i'm done wanting u, i don't want u anymore. i just wanna be friends, just FRIENDS".
she's been complimenting me a lot, since i we get close to each other. well some of my friends do that too, but not as much as she did. but then last night, she said this.
"ive always treated u like how i treated my other friends. NORMAL. but if u think dat i treat u differently. then u might have some mental problem".
so now, i really think that i actually have a mental problem. cause my brain is full of fuck.
2 komentar:
This is a syndrome that some girls have, sadly. She thought u like her. She doesn't have the same feelings tho. But she still wants you around. Still want you to like her. She doesn't wanna lose your attention I guess. -_-"
mental, Y U NO work normally.
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